Tuesday, March 31, 2020

idiom for despair




Part 1

Into the depths I throw up
my hands
and I sink into the drive
the drive
the driving rain

and I am
I am the bright burning will
and I grasp I grasp this fire
until the break of any day and I drive
I will drive into the depths again
and again and again and I will fall
I will fall

and into the depths, I am no more
eventually
and I am alive now
and I am the silent screaming raging cry of the world
the silent cry that makes circles in the pond
like crying
while innocent people
innocent people

the circles spread out and merge
with the water



Part 2

brutalism was supposed to be
stripped down to the truth
of things

with hyperboles faked
and romance coffined
and dreams shuttered modestly
by gods rainbow of death

oh, corona of the star and the sun
impossible blazing light
holy abode of the one

she squints her night eyes at the sun
thou art the sun
she says in grief

stretched to the sun
blessed by this one
loved by this one
she cry's out to her children

I am living now with you
I am living now with you
I am living now with you
and this is close enough to heaven
for me














Monday, March 30, 2020

the forbidden sector


and these little trauma's
they add up
and things never return
to the way they were 
before










these little trauma's 
they add up
and nothing ever returns 
to the way it was 
before

the ritual


Sunday, March 22, 2020

well that's a lovely piece of nothing


BUZZ



BUZZ
Framed in gold with glass
2019
Paint on paper

4000$

Monday, March 16, 2020