NOTE: Book of the Fallen Blood Moon is just a writing experiment in the WSB cut-up method.
I had started a surrealistic story about a young girl in a green boat outside of cultural categories of reality and ended up hating it and decided to cut it in two parts and re-write it and consequently started to like parts of it. Still not done, here is part 7 and 8. Don't look for any deep meaning because there is none....
Book of the Fallen Blood Moon
Chapter 7: Nobody’s business but mine
But really who cares of the man
and his new order rot & metal deer, what of the girl, the girl
innocent and newly made from
old things, like fresh water and wild crags floating away
floating on the green boat
towards the ufo boy from the waking dream, the lift of star fire dark
in between the shadows, the
shades, the broken ghost dogs and pits of men with teeth in gold
the cities of Victorian tv
towers standing on invisible clouds of white, & sickness hiding wings
From above they are scattered out
like black ants moving in all directions, a living information
constantly decorating
themselves, they are powerless and innocent liars, unaware of the worlds
drowned in burning up from the
inside out, unawares of the abounding fullness within reach of
memories and baroque islands of
autonomous freedom, beauty up with yards left of feral black
but, visions of fire burning on TV
screens all night long, right down below that long grey day
How to get out, is there a way,
the sun rose, the beach got hot, and he was buried still in the deep
how in the hell is it going you
ask me over and over again mindlessly mimicking each other one
ominously, goddamn it, there is
poison in our skin and water and breath now you grinning fools
his thoughts dissipated and the
glare hurt his eyes and the seagulls circled
like vultures of bread
just another empty head looking
out and waiting for something that never comes
Wait he was a dad used to make
rock and roll paintings of of
so there was a girl in a green
boat, right, where did she go and after the fire what does he do
and he hung them the paintings
around the outside of the house for what, for what seemed like
abstract unintentionalities, as
he called them smiling making fun of himself cause why not why
and he did his suffering in
private to the amusement of his plants and made a dime have doubts
A mother, a daughter, a lover,
a ghost of an old woman or all in all & what was this girl anyway
the day’s sharp light and the
fall of the moon and the writing to loose to matter to anyone but me
I know she was there in the
green water under and over and somewhere the rain was falling up
Somewhere in an alley I began
somewhere on the dark side of this planet falling up &
bunches of black power cables
wrapped and penetrated the moss and black puddles reflecting me
I am thick and somewhere the
rain fell in a dying desert, tall buildings with their powers stripped
and she was them in their
silent mud beds and she was there in the there that wasn’t
and the rain grey sky like a
ceiling of safety from the outside world and the heat and the sun &
magical life sprang up from the
dead dry tyranny and was not there but here with you and me
and it fell on the inside too,
and was there in the before falling out of a black hole making space
Back into the white me she went
and she was there in the falling into bed
keyboard and movies you watch
trying to forget the sky and dying before she awoke
passing away to somewhere else,
she was in the fall of the broken lovely exasperated moon
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