Tuesday, March 22, 2016

The blue pain of christ





Book of the Fallen Blood moon

Chapter 5: Bread for roses and a dollar for man

There was a moaning in the feral moonlit darkness, heard like an animal in blind heat
a screaming from the frogs , lilies and violins, burnished wood and shadows all around the ring
where the minds hole lets in gold dust and white doves and flies off in a fluttering explosion
exotic jewels, the need in his hand becoming a white golden crown , flashing spots in the brain
he kneels and cries out, arms into the murky dusk of summers falling heat, fires on the beach

The man bends down and puts on a coat of exhaustion ballet
the warp and woof of him had made of him an adamantine texture, harsh and unyielding
his hands go under the evanescent skin and stand up raised to the sheltering, witnessing sky
his fiber tough and knotty, he collapses and becomes sword, sharpened and glowing in starlight
sand pours out from his eyes and out drop ancient roman military short swords in a shining pile

Like a hole in the ground that leads to yesterday, the absurd rules this lot and nonsense is archon
a guttural growl rambles out of him and he screams like a bear, barking out orders to the air
grabbing pain, he makes a sword and plunges it all the way into his chest, up to the iron red hilt
a woman jumps out and they both looked out together, solid as the mountain forever entwined
streams and rivulets & it falls to the sand and the last breaths and the blood explodes out in jets

His eyes close and his head falls slowly like the diamonds in a flame
the man goes silent, full of pink gritty sand; vapors blow around his inert gravitational mass
the ghostly shades of the seven women fade away and forward and he is dead forever
kneeling in a pool of water the bonfire burns all night long, from above a small orange flame
time has these moments etched in her purse and she pulls and the wonders bring golden rain

The girl sits and bounces her leg and twists her hair and passes no judgment
she watches it all from the safety of the green boat, her heart turning over for the pain of man
the boat turns away from the shore and moves her hair and she sucks on the end of some strands
towed slowly by the mermaids, she breathes in the dream and there is no hurry or place to be
it goes very slow and she walks on the decks sun beams incrementally towards the western lands
a wisp from the fire burning down below in the hold, feeds the fading sky blue cedar smoke

She sits on the bow her bliss across the old wooden deck the wind blows feathers around her
covering her face watching the flow of her head looking down with long moving dark hair
her fingers trace spirals in scattered sand and leaves, blue green waters whorl around the boat
the girl remembers her name is echo and says it aloud to the green forest inlet as the tide pulls
out goes the breathing life of it, falling down beneath the sea deep blue of cool dark night

Flowing and ferreting out small sounds that echo up from the sounding depths, like an animal
moving lasciviously around her body full of stars, wearing the costume became her universe
said the great I am, she listened for, as the boat moved into the night again and stayed forever tossing overboard a subservient crown and blessed the world with love to all in a song dream
and then she heard from the shore a moan, the man awoke from death without his deadly treason

he had not a thought in his head
but stared acutely with his minds deep eye at the ceaseless moving breathing body
an undercurrent of dirt with beating living veins, drumming in blood, silent of thought

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