notebook

strange world

the dark carrier

stone head in the grass

from the shadow

and waiting

Janus

To my love

Paint on large watercolour paper

Abraxus

paint on board

Akashic record print out sheet

paint and graffiti ink on large watercolour paper

Riot the Continuum

paint on large watercolour paper

Eleutheria

paint and sand and gold foil on canvas

ad perfectum

paint on board

gotta relax

Olympia Fucking Washington

sounds of many birds

Broken column

"You think your little world will protect you?
  Well....... you were wrong.......

You think your government will protect you?
 Well.........you were wrong.......  "

-GRINDERMAN. Heathen child  (Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds)

scratching in the dust without thought

the fragile secret man

the fork is sticking out of the glass

and I feel tossed

I glow sometimes 

and fold into tears other times

in cars

shattered and fragile permutations of desires

drive around on night streets reflecting 

nothing important

it didn't hit nothing important &

the dead society of screens

in red and green and yellow

is like

sadness embraced by rain

and it all 

just passes away

and the old man's body slowly envelops me

memories of promise

piano notes and water

dreams that don't matter now

love that will never be

soreness and trouble getting up

this is just the diamond path

I am told

nothing any doctor can heal

until the sand piles up

and the ashes are mailed

and the self is revealed

as the endless empty room

of it all

bone and moon and cross

my kid could do that

speaking in tongues

ghost page

futility

head of the king

everything is nature and now we know it

There's a riot hiding behind the cigarette

and its hanging from the dividing screens

The countries true chief needs no gold

and the devil is riding his bleeding wings

oil mother world sea, all soil and bloom

tooth, talon, claw, and my living room

all around above the falling sea

all around blossom and bone and bee

oh how I love thee

here in this floating space

me I am all that I can see

me and all around me

like lights in the darkening blue

the red dawn of the burning west

down into the sea, the sea

of this love

me is only natures change

and flower, deaths arbor

love thee sea

the sea of all things

these eternal spaces
filled

with spring

But perhaps I am only a liar

and a damn fool

walking alone in the darkness

and praying aloud
to you