Monday, April 25, 2016

Friday, April 22, 2016

lost and pathetic




                                                                     
                                                                     
                                                                     

                                                                       


Monday, April 18, 2016

from the cave, a footprint




Book of the Fallen Blood Moon
Chapter 6:  An avalanche of unnecessary metal and dust

With combustible defeat and contained violence he rose from grey stained ashes,
an insolent ferine with contempt curling his nose and opening  his mouth slightly to sneer
he croaked and tossed about and he had burnt his mouth on the necessary lies of the peoples life
he spit and looked around and saw the glow of broken trashy golden garbage shining in the sun
there were several thrones scattered about, severed and cracked, devoid of loves illusory residue

With his empty and newly awakened consciousness he probed old shadows in memories photo
he buried in on the emphatic claustrophobia of distress that had been eating away his original joy
prior to finding himself alive, he had been a suppression of pressure with an unknown creed
like an avalanche of dirt and gravel shaped like a head, he blew the sputter over a stump
life caved , chopped words became true,  the addiction turned to morbid rails leading the sun

Insect variation cast doubt on his crazy unrelenting need to enter the beautiful
like coins in the grating and nothing to eat, eyes crying memories and his hands wanted mother
with the wind trees willowing and whooping and cawing to be free and not give a damn
and he remembered there were birds in there, pinned by the hole &
there was an ant on his way through the sunburst dusk

His mind cleared up of the wax bushes and thorn, the saints prayed in the flickering catacombs
residue apologies, axes and wood, the clean sound of guitar buzz in alien headphones
no one and nothing came back to haunt the spaces of the called
frogs sounded from the pines and wet moss fluttered in the chemical darkness
lines waved subjectively between elder thoughts woven into the invisible framework

The subterranean hold had engulfed his body, his head and it itched
it reminded him he was alive
imprisoned but alive and it felt wonderful again
like all the sinister effluent of the hum drum day to day just up and fucking vanished
some exotic ambrosia or a somnambulant drugged relaxation, all the way to his bones

He couldn’t pin it from a distance, they and their masks, his mask
ah but the people, the people, he loved them all
the necessary yoke and chain, the occasion of one’s head driving through the world
the bludgeon of the self, broken honesty, real karma, dreams that lead to peace
a way with the voice and turning of the giant blue earth

but still he saw, turnstile masks worn for the sighted brethren, and we strutted
all relations, a cavalcade of masquerading dogs singing a hopeless elegy for all
& dancing along the horizon of the earth, like clowns made for a reality that isn’t